This Is What Will Kill Me

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What Is This Thing?


Tired of choking on you
I've been walking around with your hand in my chest
I fall apart when it opens and closes

I never wanted to live without you
I had it all and I didn't know you'd take it back
You promised that it'd never end

Forever and ever
One way or the other

I don't know why you loved me in the first place
As long as you're telling a lie, continue holding your warm embrace
I wanted love, but now I just want us

If I could know why you chose to end it this way
If I could get back my old life, and lay with you like it's all okay
If I could stare you in the eyes
If I could just die
I'll be doing just fine

I had more questions
I couldn't see the stars
You were the answers
And I saw them all in your eyes
I saw the stars in a blue sky

Across the map
There's pieces of my heart
And I'm so close to perfect
And if it wouldn't be too hard
For you to give one back to me
I'll be doing just fine


from You loved me so much., released July 5, 2017
Paul, Jesse, Jaz, and Kevin
Mixed/Mastered by Kevin
Dan was still there, don't worry



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